August 2012
2 posts
Chapter 59
LAUREN’S P.O.V.
I’ve been pacing up and down my hallway for two hours now.
Ellie isn’t answering her phone, her mum doesn’t know where she is - nobody knows where she is.
Something is not right.
I pull on my Vans and hoody and make my way outside. I stand under the porch for a few minutes, watching the rain fall heavily to the ground. The air around me was icy cold, making me pull my hoody...
Chapter 58
I’m not sure what so say. There are no words to express my feelings right now. None at all. I feel as though I can’t go on without Aidan. I don’t know who is reading this right now, but you probably think I’m a hormonal teenage drama queen. I’m not. Well I may well be, but I’m 100% sure about this.
Aidan was my life. He was my boyfriend. He was my best friend. He cheered me up when I was sad. He...
July 2012
10 posts
A little notice! *NOT PART OF FANFIC*
Hello everyone!
Basically, I was not planning on writing this fanfic for very long - but it seems i have been writing it for months now! Its incredible how many readers i have! I’m really glad that you all enjoy it!
I was planning on stopping this fanfic at Part 1 (when Ellie wakes up from the coma), but i decided to carry on. Now, I was planning to definitely stop writing the fanfic all...
Chapter 57
ELLIE’S P.O.V.
My phone makes a noise.
I lift up my head and take my phone. Aidan’s name flashing up brightly on the screen. I hold my breath slightly, hoping he has text me; telling me this is all a joke, that he’s waiting for me outside.
Hi Ellie, LA is really great. It’s really different from England, but I’m sure I’ll get used to it haha! I miss you! Hopefully you can visit us one day....
Chapter 56
AIDAN’S P.O.V.
There! All of the boxes have finally been sorted! We’ve officially moved into our new house in LA, United States of America!
I’m happy. I am.
LA is a beautiful place! I love it here!
But y’know… I miss home so much already.
Ellie’s face when I said good bye.
It’s been 11 hours. Only 11 hours, and all I can think about is Ellie.
I pick up my mobile and type in her...
Chapter 55
ELLIE’S P.O.V.
I can’t do this any longer.
It’s been 10 hours since Aidan left the country and already I’ve been thinking the most awful thoughts.
I can’t do this.
There’s no one I can talk to.
I’m all alone.
I’m sat in my bedroom, knees pulled up against my chest.
I’m all alone.
Chapter 54
** AIDAN’S P.O.V.**
“Please don’t go!” Ellie cried into my shoulder.
I held Ellie tighter in my arms.
“Ellie, I have no choice…” I whispered softly.
“You do Aidan! You do have a choice! Come and live with me if you want! Just please… Please, don’t leave me again.” Ellie looked up at me.
I sighed. She was making this so hard for me.
“Ellie, please…” I stroked her hair as she continued...
Chapter 53
AIDAN’S P.O.V.
Today was the day. Stood in the airport, still dark outside, waiting for our flight to be called out. I looked around. Surrounded by my close family; Mom, Dad and Liam. I love them, I really do. But it doesn’t seem complete…without Ellie.
I wonder if she has read my note yet?
I sit, wondering until I get snapped out of my daydream by the loud tannoy announcing;
“FLIGHT...
Chapter 52
ELLIE’S P.O.V.
That’s it.
My final goodbye.
It’s all my fault, I know it is.
America.
Half way around the world, away from me.
His career is more important than me?
Yeah I suppose so.
I mean, it’s not as if we’re a couple anymore is it?
But it’s all my fault.
I look down at my chest to see the necklace Aidan gave me hanging there. I looked to my left to see a piece of note...
Chapter 51
AIDAN’S P.O.V.
“AMERICA?!” Ellie’s mouth dropped open I shock. “America?!”
“Yes… America.” I repeated.
Ellie looked from me to the window in silence; I could see that it has upset her.
“Ellie I’m sorry but I agreed to it because of the whole split up and my career will be massive out there. Management told me I might even be able to get my own TV show over there! Imagine that Ellie, my own...
Chapter 50
**ELLIE’S P.O.V. **
I hadn’t left my room in 2 weeks. Only agreeing to eat meals of Heinz tins and drinking water. I hadn’t stopped crying at all. I can’t believe I let Aidan go like that. I love him.
But he didn’t love me.
I had spent another day in bed, watching back to back episodes of My Super Sweet Sixteenth on VIVA and eating another box of chocolates.
There was a quiet knock on my...
harry-fisher asked: When are you writing the next part? It's stopped at such a great bit! :P x
June 2012
4 posts
Chapter 49
AIDANS P.O.V.
Me and Ellie were sat at a big table in the Friday Download management’s office. Both of our heads bowed in shame, we didn’t even try to make eye contact. We knew exactly what was heading for us both.
“WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU CALL THIS!” Jack, the director of CBBC, slammed a copy of The Sun on the table. I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing came out.
He continued to shout at us...
Chapter 48
I arrived at the BBC studios. Hundreds of people were queued by the doors; I waved at a few of the regulars and made my way inside. I was so excited, nobody had any clue that I was a new presenter on Friday Download! Aidan greeted me at reception with his big eyes and dimples, smiling. He opened his arms and I ran into them, nestling my head into his chest, savouring every second before he pulled...
Chapter 47
Hours passed. Days passed. Weeks passed. I was the happiest girl ever, the feeling that somebody loved me and cared so much made me smile so much.
I danced my way down the stairs in my night shirt and flicked on the toaster. Flo Rida – Good Feeling came on the radio and I danced around on the cold kitchen tiles as no one was in the house to watch me…except the dog.
The song came to an end as I...
Chapter 46
I sat on the sofa, listening to Aidan rap in the recording booth across the room. I sat, smiling to myself, playing with my curly hair.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I still can’t believe that this is happening.
“uchum.” I abruptly opened my eyes to find Aidan standing in front of me.
“Yes?” I asked.
“Can I talk to you about something Ellie..?” Aidan seemed more serious as he...
April 2012
10 posts
Chapter 45
AIDANS P.O.V.
‘I really like her.’ I thought to myself as I lay in my bed. How can I like her this much if I’ve only known her for a day?
There was a knock at my bedroom door.
“Come in…” I called.
Liam was stood there smiling at me.
“Alright bro?” he said and sat down at the end of my bed.
“mmmhm” I grumbled.
“What’s up?” Liam asked. He always knew when something was wrong.
...
Better Together - Jack Johnson →
Chapter 44
I smiled awkwardly and shuffled into the dressing room, the girls following. I watched the boys exchange looks. Dionne laughed and walked over to us, pulling us each in for a hug individually.
“Hi girls!” She beamed, “I’ve heard A LOT about you!” she winked and walked back over to the sofa in which we followed. I glanced at Aidan, Cel, Richard and Tyger whose cheeks were all glowing bright red...
Chapter 43 (Start Of Part 2)
I squeezed Lauren’s hand as we stood outside the BBC centre with Becca and Alice.
“This is it.” I took a deep breath and smiled.
We were about to go backstage and see Friday Download; this time, for real.
“Pinch me.” I said, the girls looked at me strangely, “Just pinch my arm!”
They laughed and Lauren pinched my arm.
“Oooow! Not that hard!” I whinged, “Right, so this is actually...
Chapter 42 (End Of Friday Download Fanfic Part 1!)
Distant chatter. Machines beeping. I peeled my eyes open slowly. My mum was sat, staring at me.
“What?” I asked, confused.
“Ellie!” Mum beamed, “Ellie! Are you okay? Can you hear me?” Doctors and nurses rushed towards me overwhelmingly.
“Yes… what happened?” I asked.
“Eleanor, you’ve been unconscious for months.” A doctor told me as he wired me up to a machine. All the blood seemed to rush...
Chapter 41
Me and Ceallach sat in silence on the way to the hospital.
As we arrived Cel squeezed my hand.
“You alright?” I tried to show the slightest hint of a smile.
“Yeah.” I lied. I wasn’t ‘alright’, I was so nervous for what I was about to see. I hate seeing my best friends upset and hurt. We opened the hard wooden doors to reveal Tyger bowing over Lauren with something in her arms.
I looked...
Chapter 40
I woke up the next morning, laid in a bed next to Cel. Oh shit.
“morning.” Cel smiled and played with my hair. I felt so uncomfortable and confused. I rubbed my head.
“Did I drink anything last night?” I asked.
“Yeah, we had a few.” Cel replied with a grin plastered on his face.
“Did we…?” I asked. He laughed and shook his head.
“Not quite.”
‘Good’ I thought. At least I know that I’m...
Chapter 39
Tears streamed down my cheeks. Aidan leant towards me and tried to hug me but I pushed him away.
“GO AWAY.” I screamed in between the tears. Aidan’s face was hurt.
I should think so too! After the way he’s treated me. This is the second time now, first with Dionne and now who?! I couldn’t face him again. I stormed out of the room, out of the house, out of Aidan’s life and slammed the door...
Chapter 38
AIDANS POV
I kissed Ellie. I didn’t care if it was raining heavily and people from the street were walking past us in disgust; I’m kissing her and it feels good.
“I love you.” I whispered in her ear, “Remember that.” She smiled behind her mop of wet hair. She pulled away and looked at me.
“I haven’t heard that for a while…” She mumbled.
“Yeah I suppose your right. But I haven’t heard it...
Chapter 37
ELLIES POV
Its been 2 weeks since Lauren was rushed to hospital. We haven’t been able to see her, speak to her; nothing. Its broken my heart. Lauren is my best friend, she will always be and I’m worried sick about her. Tyger is the only person who is allowed to see Lauren until she’s released from the ward. It feels like she’s left me, I’m defenceless; I can’t do anything to help my...
March 2012
36 posts
Chapter 36
“Lauren? Are you okay?” Tyger quickly stood up and rested his hand on Lauren’s tummy. However she still continued to bend over in pain.
Ellie smoothed her hair assuringly.
“AAAAAAH” Lauren screeched again, so loud that my ears started to hurt. I stood panicked.
“Aidan! Ring an ambulance!” Ellie shouted at me quickly. I quickly grabbed the phone and dialled 999.
I had never done this before;...
Chapter 35
AIDANS POV
Ellie’s mouth dropped in shock. Tyger and Lauren had arrived safely… but they had brought a police officer with them. I rested my arm on Ellie’s shoulder.
“Come in.” I said solemnly.
What shit had they got themselves into now?!
I lead the police officer and everyone into Ellie’s living room and sat down on the sofas. A glanced from Lauren and Tyger, the police officer to Ellie. Silence...
Chapter 34
ELLIES POV
I stared at my mobile phone in confusion and walked back into my bedroom. My boyfriend was laid on my bed grinning at me.
“Hello gorgeous!” he opened his arms as I fell on top of him. Aidan played with my curly hair and kissed my lips softly. He held his hand at the back of my head and pulled my closer. I nibbled on his lip and kissed him passionately. His hand snaked up my spine and...
Chapter 33
LAURENS P.O.V.
Tears remained to fall down my cheeks; nothing seemed to be going right today. I rubbed my tummy. I had to keep positive; I’m holding a beautiful baby; mine and Tyger’s beautiful baby. I wiped away the tears and looked around. I was sat on the street, with a bag full of clothes. The cold air prickled against my skin viciously. I stared at my phone until Tyger’s name appeared on the...
Chapter 32
TYGERS P.O.V.
“Hey!” I greeted Lauren and Ellie, “I got here as soon as I could… what’s wrong?” I asked as Lauren’s face seemed so sad. Tears ran down her cheeks, and I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close to my chest.
Lauren shut her eyes peacefully, trying to stop the flow of her tears.
“Tyger, please don’t hate me…” she whimpered. I was so confused.
“Lauren, what’s...
Chapter 31
“Lauren, you are pregnant.” The nurse announced.
My mouth dropped and tears poured down my face. Was she joking? I’m 16; I’m not ready for a baby yet. I heard Ellie gasp as I collapsed in a heap on the floor; crying, shaking as she wrapped her arms around me. She played with my hair lovingly and told me that everything was going to be okay. But I knew it wasn’t; everything was going to be far...
Chapter 30
LAURENS P.O.V.
My mobile phone started to ring.
“Hello?” I answered, “Ellie?! Where have you been, are you okay? What’s happened?” the words spilled out of my mouth as Ellie spoke.
Her voice sounded calm and collected.
“Lauren, I’m fine!” she laughed, “Seriously, I’m fine. I just need to talk with you.”
“Okay, sure, I’ll be over in 10.” I replied and hung up.
I pulled on my Vans and...
Chapter 29
“Hello?” I asked quietly, confused.
“Hi…” Aidan smiled and sat down next to me on the bed. We sat in silence, for what seemed like forever.
“Sorry.” Aidan blurted out, breaking the awkward silence. I looked up and tried to smile, but failing.
“What for?”
“You know what for Ellie.” He looked at me, “We’re in a prison cell. Because I got jealous and mad and started punching everyone.” We both...
Chapter 28
I woke myself by choking on my own tears. I held my head; I had such a headache from all the crying. All I could hear was thumping, I grasped my head harder.
“GO AWAY.” I cried to myself, but the thumping continued.
“Talking to yourself… the first sign of madness.” I sighed to myself as I walked around the small room, but still the thumping still continued. I gave up and slumped back on the bed....
Chapter 27
“Name?” I tall police man boomed.
“Ellie sir.” I mumbled, not 100% sure what was happening. I looked around to see four black walls enclosed around me.
The officer took out his notebook and spoke into his walkie- talkie.
“Bring the other two in.”
The door opened slowly as Cel and Aidan walked in; their faces covered in scars and bruises. I didn’t even try to speak, because I knew that...
Chapter 26
Lauren gasped and hugged me even harder.
“Loz, has he gone?” I shook with the amount of tears I shed.
“He said he was going back to Birmingham, he left for the train ten minutes ago… Ellie, I’m so sorry” Even a small tear fell from her cheek too. Footsteps made their way up the stairs. Me and Lauren both looked up to see Tyger standing there, smiling at us quietly.
“Tyger, now is not the right...
Chapter 25
Cel quickly let go of me and stood up, straightening his clothes down. His cheeks were flushed as Aidan stood at the door, fuming. I started to breath heavily, out of control. I pulled my legs to my chest and burrowed my head in my knees to drown out the shouting from the two boys.
“SHES MY FUCKING GIRLFRIEND CEALLACH. YOU KNOW THAT.” Aidan screamed.
“I didn’t mean it Aidan. Really, I didn’t.”...
Chapter 24
That day seemed so perfect; Aidan and I walked around central park hand in hand when we bumped into the others.
“ELLLIEEEEEE!” the girls ran over to me, squeezing me hard. The boys followed, smiling and individually gave me bear hugs.
“We were just going back to Ellie’s for a DVD marathon…” Aidan smiled.
“Yeah guys, you should all come along!” It was great for everything to be back to normal...
Chapter 23
I spun around to find Alice stood at the door, grasping hold of three cups of tea.
“Oh Alice… this isn’t how it looks!” I spluttered as my face grew bright red. Cel stood up and walked to the other side of the room, hands in his pockets, in silence. Alice gazed from me to Cel in astonishment.
“What is it then?!” Alice sat down next to me. I tried to figure out what I was going to say.
“I, I…” I...
Chapter 22
ELLIE’S P.O.V
I was so happy to wake up and the first person I saw was Aidan. I really couldn’t believe what I had done when they told me. What was I thinking?! I had to stay in intensive care for a week or so, just so that the doctors can keep an eye on me. As if I’ve turned mental or something!
Every day would be the same; wake up, mum and flora would come in the morning and leave at...
Chapter 21
Before I knew it I was being ushered out of the room and into a small waiting room at the front of the hospital. I soon fell asleep on my mum’s shoulder.
“Aidan Davis?” I heard a little voice whisper.
“mmm?” I tried to open my eyes, but failed.
“I’m your biggest fan.” A little girl was stood in front of me with a notebook and pen. I soon remembered what was happening and jerked up.
“Mum is...
Chapter 20
AIDANS P.O.V
“Ellie. Ellie, please don’t do this to me Ellie.” A tear fell from my cheek and landed on Ellie’s nose.
“So do you know what happened doctor?” my Mum looked at the doctors and nurses crowded around Ellie whilst I smoothed my fingers through her hair. We had found Ellie collapsed just behind the bathroom door. The police had to come to even get into the bathroom. I really couldn’t...
Chapter 19
I heard the loud music start, and I pictured Aidan strutting out on stage and dancing to his heart’s content. I sighed and unlocked the cubicle door and made my way to the seating area of the venue. I received so many glares from his fans around me but I tried to stay strong and sat and watched Aidan. My eyes welled up but I took a deep breath and tried to keep calm.
“RIGHT GUYS! THIS IS MY LAST...
Chapter 18
“WE’RE IN PLYMOUTHHHHHHHHHH!” I woke up abruptly to hear Aidan running up and down the tour bus shouting. I popped my head through the curtain to see Aidan stood there grinning at me.
“Good Morning!” he exclaimed.
“Morning!” I jumped down from my bunk and he kissed me on the forehead.
“Why are you so hyper?” I laughed as he wrapped his arms around me.
“We’re in Plymouth!” he jumped around....
Chapter 17
“MAY I PRESENT TO THE STAGE; AIDAN DAVIS!” the presenter roared as Aidan strolled onto the stage. The lights went down and the music started. My smile spread wider as I heard the thousands of fans screaming his name. Then Aidan started to dance. He was so amazing at what he did, it was unbelievable. Mandy put her hand on my shoulder.
“crazy isn’t it?” she smiled at me.
“yeah. Crazy.” I said under...
Chapter 15
Aidan wrapped his arms around me as we waited at the train platform together. Then Lauren and Tyger appeared, hand in hand. I squealed and ran over to them; with open arms. I gave ‘the look’ to Lauren and she gave the exact same look back. By the time the train had arrived, Me, Aidan, Lauren, Tyger, Alice, Rich, Becca and Cellach were all crying our eyes out. We all didn’t want to leave the boys....
Chapter 16
I strolled into my house, grin plastered on my face.
“Ellie!” My Mum ran and hugged me. My little sister stood in the doorway smiling. I had told her about Aidan, obviously she thought it was cool and he little friends were constantly asking me for his autograph. I didn’t mind, I understood that Aidan had loads of female fans. I thought it was cute!
I sat and told Mum about my weekend and...
Chapter 14
the next morning
Me and Aidan sat in silence in the taxi. We had both been throwing up all morning. Our first hangovers. I glanced over at him. He was looking out of the window at the rain trickling down. I couldn’t believe how stupid we were last night. We had promised ourselves that we would never do anything like that until we were past 16.
“Ellie…” Aidan started, “It wasn’t anyone’s fault. We...
Chapter 13
Aidan led me out to the back garden. It was already dark but the sky was so clear, there were thousands of little stars twinkling above our heads. I felt his fingers through my hair; I smiled as he gave me a kiss.
“I can’t believe your 16 tomorrow!” I tried to enlighten the mood.
“I know, it’s crazy…. It was 4 years ago I auditioned for Britains Got Talent!” Aidan shook his head in disbelief....
